Reaching the truth

I am starting to have clarity to my inner workings. It has been so long since I understood what I really think and feel about things.  My true enjoyment, my true feelings, my true dreams. I am just starting to understand it all for myself. I think the sickness that I went through was some sort of cleansing for me to see or feel what has been escaping me for so long.  I am so excited to see what else is inside.